I am depressed

It’s not been a wonderful day.
First, I miss testifying for one of my friends in a Masonic misconduct hearing because even though I arrived early, he arrived earlier and the committee started the hearing early.
Then, I get to testify for two of my other friends in similar hearings, but regardless of what I said, one of the two of them is probably still going to suffer unduly.
Finally, a woman whom I dearly love is moving to Israel first thing in the morning.
Not a good day. Just not.